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My
Impassioned Heart! How
I envy those couples who managed to maintain love.
How I covet lovers who embrace each other on a daily basis. How I desire
to hold you. I get this strong
aching feeling in my chest that reverberates my emotions and demands that I
call. I question the authenticity
of my motives and what your needs might be?
I would gladly call you every day and talk for hour’s on- into the
twilight. However, at this time in
my life, I must be far away from you. There
are times my head spins and spins desiring, contemplating, agonizing and
allowing myself to have these emotions crash right through my heart and then
catch the second wave. The
imperialist’s gloom and doom that overcomes me because of my loneliness
without you. I
don’t know what words to tell you? I try to listen to everything you say and express, yet not to
miss the underlying current of your true nature and your authentic self.
I wonder sometimes what you really want?
What is it going to take to make you feel fulfilled, energetic, and
loved? I wish I had a crystal ball
so I could look into your mind and see every thought and every concern, than
figure out a way to relieve you of all your fears.
I would fill your mind with the purest content.
Any misgivings or Harbored distrust, I would show you the falseness of
such insecurities. I would empower
you to be your own person fully aware of what your responsibilities are to the
concepts of love and understanding. There is no more need for tears to fall
except tears of joy. That
which is most hardest to attain shows its value once the obstacles and
indifference have been ironed out. Like the swoosh of an iron, I would erase every unnecessary
wrinkle on your face. I would not
touch the ones that show your true character and the wisdom and the joy of peace
of mind. Realizing life is a very
short journey indeed; I would hold your hand and walk beside you in the night.
I would stand beside you and fight your flight, so you did not have to do
it alone. You’re more friend then
even my closest pet. You know things about me that I’ve told no one else, and
you still accept me, and you still love me.
How could I not want to become closer with you?
What tragedy of life would I allow to prevent our reuniting parts?
My soul struggles each day that I’m away. You
can call me anytime you need. It’s nice to hear your voice even if I only get to listen
to a recording…it shows me that you care enough to reach out and touch me.
It shows you take the time to make me feel cared about and wanted.
It shows your true nature and authentic self-having the courage to reach
across the distance. I would never
disregard the actions you do take to show me your concerns.
When I think of you, I listen to my instincts, and they tell me about the
person you are. I hear by my own
mind and surrender in thought that you are basically a good person.
Even with all my wild imaginations I can feel safe when you are near.
I’m tired of closing my heart, I am tired of denying my needs, I’m
tired of waiting… Thomas A. SUTOR P.O. Box 2343 Lompoc CA 93438 Rockhawk.com |
All written word is "The Opinion" of Thomas A. unless otherwise noted...
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