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+Why
you never call+ It
seems sometimes that we are required to make changes. Life throws us an event that makes us change our priorities.
We find ourselves cascading through the myriad examples left by others.
We try to pull on the resources of our youth, but we have now grown
older. In our instability, the
lungs grasp for breaths of air as a hearty soul becomes quagmired in the
memories of the past. We ask
ourselves, “have I not learn how to take care of myself”, have I not learned
of the kindly things he spreads and forgives? He is God my father? Was a form of
this great~ too be imparted on me? It is said: that spark of love that you feel
is only an inkling of the wonders of Heaven! However, if you cannot manage that
small piece of love and nurture it, you have failed miserably in God’s game.
Surely you can remember the first
time you felt love in your heart? It was a day blessed by your birth.
God saw the potential for logic to come into existence. Consequently, he
did not realize the impact that emotions would have on logic.
How passions would give you a lovely psyche.
Until, pride and arrogance began to have their ways.
It is at this point that a man or woman who refuses to connect--- for no
other good reason’ than fear. It
could be acceptable to fear those who would rape you, it would be acceptable to
fear those who would abuse you, but to fear someone for no other reason than
because you’re afraid to hurt them! This~ causes logic to question emotions.
If logic cannot understand’ when you find someone who is good, kind,
and makes you feel loved, "you?" are afraid to reach out to connect?
One possible tragedy out of one million glorious possibilities is not a
good reason to avoid thee.
You must realize? How much the
other one will hurt because of your actions…
Who will have the courage to take responsibility and make this
relationship work? You say I must
do everything? I can only meet you
halfway, and it is very important to be met halfway. If you were to reach out to me, I would not be afraid to
touch. If you were to ask me of
something, I would gladly give. If
you could be the one filled with lovely attitudes, so I can talk about why I
sometimes get negativity. I need appreciation.
I need reassurance. I need
you to reach out to me, and tell me that “I am worth it.”
Continue to do these things, and my friendship will be never-ending. For
when you give me praise, it fills my heart with Love and Respect.
That is what I have always wanted to give to you.
I know you feel everything I feel. I
know you are not a coward.
I have spent a lifetime trying to
reach you. If you wish to share a
glorious love, you must begin to try and reach me.
You must try to learn who I am and why I have my rules.
My laws are not strict or harsh. From
talking to me, I would think you no longer doubted my love.
Have I not shown you` so that you can see it with your very eyes? Have I not
spoken in words pleasant~ too your mind? Have you known any other like me?
I would hope ‘you can’ feel my true nature? I will not beg or grovel
for your attention. If you choose
not to be a part of my life, I will still love thee. I will be lonely while your
soul stays distant. It is your
choice. Thomas A. SUTOR P.O. Box 2343 Lompoc CA 93438 Rockhawk.com |
All written word is "The Opinion" of Thomas A. unless otherwise noted...
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